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[Aug. 31st, 2006|06:31 pm] |
Well, its been a while. Again. I really am bad about updating these things, and I always say I'll be better, but never am. Honestly, not much has changed. Im back in the rigid schedule of school, where I have insults, food, and trash thrown at me daily. Most of my teachers are pretty good, though my German teacher is a total bitch. Im trying to learn to drive at the moment, and found an internet class for about $55, so Im going to try and do that. Im also trying to get a job, and have one offer that sounds pretty good, its in a Vetranary office, cleaning up after the animals, but Ive done worse work in my life. Though, Ive got some trouble with it, seeing as I cant drive and its in the next city over....the one that I used to live in, at that.
Oh yeah, did I mention I moved? And that my dad is getting married? Or that my hair is brown instead of its nice shiny blue? Yeah, life has changed a bit, and honestly, I dont really think its been all for the better. I'll try and update a little later with a summary of my summer (whoo for words that sound alike) but for now, Im out. Later all.
-Daniel |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2006|10:48 pm] |
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Im curious about a few things. Why is it that life seems to change so quickly? Why is it that when Ive been waiting for about 2 years for something, the last year is going to stretch forever? Why is it that the people I love are changing so much, without my realizing it? Why do I grow up without wanting to? Why the bloody hell cant life ever make sense? Just once, it would be nice. |
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| From Keez |
[Apr. 14th, 2006|08:03 pm] |
I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.
I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.
I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.
I am the girl who did not learn the meaning of "homosexual" until highschool but never thought to question why two men might be kissing.
I am the boy who got his Boy Scout Troop to sign a non-discrimination statement.
I am the woman who argues (quite loudly and vehemently) with the bigots who insist that you do not have the right to marry or raise children.
We are the high school class who agrees, unanimously, along with our teacher, that love should be all that matters.
If you agree, repost this. Do it. You don't have to be afraid. You can handle it. You're stronger than you think.
I am making a difference. Hate will NOT win. |
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| Its been brought to my attention... |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|09:03 pm] |
That Ive been an ass lately. Now, to me, this isn't new. I know I can be a dick, I know Im loud and obnoxious. But fuck man, what the hell am I supposed to do about that? Thats the way my entire family is. Everyone I know, or knew, apperantly, suddenly "grew up" in about a week. What the fuck. So I like to have fun, so I dont completely focus on school, is that ANY fucking reason to not talk to me for close to two weeks now? Seriously, this is the second time this has happened to me, and the first time, I was depressed enough to seriously consider suicide. This time, that isn't the case. But you know what? It still fucking hurts, to be so casually discarded by those you care about, and you THOUGHT cared about you.
Im sorry people, I am the way I am. I thought I knew you, apperantly I dont. Right now, I dont know what to do, I thought you were my friends. Im not so sure. |
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| whoooo.... |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|04:14 pm] |
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Wow, I havn't used this thing is so fuggin long, its kinda odd. I used to have things to write about all the time, and now...I dont. So much shit has been hitting the fan, but I guess I dont have it in me to care enough about it. It seems to me, that even though Cassy and Amanda have sworn off drama, there still seems to be a lot of it. Mabye I should just try to get through this year without any major things happening. No girlfriend, no boyfriend, dont fail, dont succede, just get through. Thats kinda how Im feeling now,I mean, I do care about things, but it seems to me that when you care, you get stressed, and pissed off, and sad. I mean, I know having a girlfriend or boyfriend can be fun, but right now, I dont have it in me to ask someone out, and put in the effort of keeping them and myself happy. Yeah, Im lonely, but I just dont feel like having to deal with many people. Besides, there are very few people that I would even think about asking them out, and a few of them are off limits for various reasons. That leaves roughly two people. And...well, one lives far away, and the other is....a lot of work, to say the least.
*shakes his head* Anyway...well, I dont have much more to bitch about, so I'll just go over here, and have people treat me like I dont exsist, or, if I do, I exsist simply for they're pleasure, and when they're done with me, they'll just toss me away. Yep, sounds fun, doesn't it? |
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[Aug. 26th, 2005|01:18 pm] |
1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
denthewriter
2.) Eliminate the asterisks.
2 1/2.) Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
3.) See what color you are. |
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| Oy! All you stupid son of a bitch guys! |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|07:27 pm] |
Males, listen and listen well!!!
A guy wrote this in his myspace. and it should make u think
Stop being so.............. yourselves. I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, huge boobs, round ass, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a .........., and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes that you'll get some, but because you know they like to hear them. In short... we need to grow up and stop being dicks... just because we have them doesn't mean we need to think with them. |
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| ARGH! |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|12:19 am] |
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Not all of us are happy as we seem, you know? Hell, I know Im not. The girl I consider my big sister, and who is most likely the BIGGEST positive influince in my life, is leaving this Saturday. Two days earlier than we belived, because her dad decided so. (She's leaving for collage) I havn't had a "real" relationship in over 15 months. I know that doesn't sound like something I should be pissed about, but I am, because thats the kind of person I am.
Secondly, my best friend, Cassy, is now most likely quite pissed at me, because, WHILE inhibited by staying up for 30+ hours, I admitted that I had feelings for her, for close to 2 years. She hasn't been acting the same sence. I miss her. I honestly do, I mean, I see her a lot, but it just isn't the same. After being together for a full week, we were really close. I think that's been destroyed, and all by one stupid thing that I said. I dont know what the fuck made me say it, but I did, and I cant take it back, I can simply say that Im sorry about it.
Thirdly, my mother is being the superbitch from hell. She will NOT leave me alone, even though I have CLEARLY told her MANY times that I wish to, and I quote, to "Never have anything to do with you. Ever again." I dont know what else to do, the courts are in my favor, I dont have to see her if I dont want to, Ive told her I dont want to, and she just KEEPS asking, and asking. Its fucking pissing me off.
Fourthly, I have about a week and a half to read two books, in DEPTH, take notes, and get ready for a test on the first day of school. For my AP English class. What happens if I fail? I get kicked out of the class, for being "unprepaired", which means they think Im stupid.
Fithly, Im just fucking tired of exercising, working out, and not losing any weight. Ive weighed around 185 for the past year. Ive slimmed a bit, but I got fat in other areas. Im pissed. Ive been working out for about 14 months now, sure, Im a bit stronger, but other than that? Nothing.
Sixthly, my grandfather has Alzheimer’s disease. He is losing his memory's, and its getting very hard on the family to have to constantly keep an eye on him. Around the 4th of july, we had an incident. He went for a walk. In the mountains. No one was there when he left, we were out boating, and the others at the house weren't paying attention. We panicked. A cuzon talked to police while I set out jogging, on bad roads, barefoot, to find my grandfather. We found him, but he was a mile or so away. Its terryfying to think that he lives alone, with my LEGALLY BLIND grandmother. Yes, we live around the corner, but we cant always be there.
Seventh, I have a bad knee. I have for the past two years. Its been constantly giving out and having a lancing, horrable pain for the past month or two. I've been walking for a limp for the last three weeks, its been so bad. Ive got a doctors appointment, but odds are, they're going to say that nothing is wrong with it. Because I dont know what I did, and so they wont do anything.
Eighth...just, UGH! Im tired of the shit life throws at me, EVERY day. Every. Fucking. Day. Im tired of the shit, tired of the people doing things when I CLEARLY ask them not to. Tired of people NOT doing SIMPLE things when I ask them, so then I have to get up, and fear colapsing on the floor, in immense pain, because I dont have a crutch or cane to aid myself in walking. Personally, Id rather have a cane. Hopefully I can get a note from the doctor that will let me have one at school...but ugh.
--Dan |
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[Jul. 30th, 2005|12:07 am] |
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Ive turned IP logging off. So, feel free to cut loose - confess something; tell someone off; tell me something; if youve had a long standing crush on me (or anyone) but have been too scared to say anything, say it now; if you hate someone in your life, nows your time.
Be anonymous, and just let it all out. Feel free to tell others, this is the free speech post. Hell, I'll even be posting to it as well.
Alls I ask of you, is just be truthful (or, as truthful as you are able). |
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| Weeeeeeeird IM |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|10:46 pm] |
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lighthecandle96: hey!
dont have one83: allo'
lighthecandle96: how are you?
dont have one83: Im alright
dont have one83: But first, I must ask, who is this?
lighthecandle96: anna...
dont have one83: Anna...Anna....not ringing any bells
lighthecandle96: well some people call me beaver face... does that ring any bells?
dont have one83: Nope
lighthecandle96: im best buds with sarah.
dont have one83: I know quite a few Sarah's
lighthecandle96: sarah l?
lighthecandle96: well she gave me your screename
dont have one83: Sarah one? No, dont know any Sarah One's
lighthecandle96: i think you're hot
dont have one83: Huh, thats odd
lighthecandle96: why?
dont have one83: Oh, I just dont find myself all that attractive
lighthecandle96: oh well i think you're gorgeous!
dont have one83: Hm....when was the last time you saw me?
lighthecandle96: during school
lighthecandle96: whatever day was the last day
lighthecandle96 wants to directly connect.
lighthecandle96 is now directly connected.
lighthecandle96: here ill send you my picture...
dont have one83: M'kay
lighthecandle96:
lighthecandle96: i'm in the middle
lighthecandle96: sarah libby is on my left
dont have one83: Sorry to say it, but I dont reconize you
lighthecandle96: o well thats too bad.
dont have one83: And Sarah Libby? Dont know her, either
lighthecandle96: but i still think you're dead sexy
dont have one83: uh-huh....
dont have one83: You do know who you're talking to, yes?
lighthecandle96: well i dont really know your name... i just pointed you out to sarah once and she gave me your screename. she's so weird sometimes.
dont have one83: Daniel Stanion.
dont have one83: I have long blue hair, usually wear solid black, during winter I have a long coat
lighthecandle96: omg yess it's definately you!
dont have one83: Weird...
dont have one83: Now, where did you see me?
lighthecandle96: school.
dont have one83: M'kay, I got that, but where, specificly?
dont have one83: Class, in the halls, what?
lighthecandle96: in the halls
dont have one83: And...did Sarah whoever say how she happened to get my screen name?
lighthecandle96: no.
lighthecandle96: i didnt ask.
dont have one83: Im just curious, Im usually rather dilligent about who I give it to
lighthecandle96: o. she might have found out from a friend? i dont really know.
dont have one83: Hm...
dont have one83: Did you know anyone that hung out in the C wing, during 4th period lunch?
lighthecandle96: but hey, how about you call me- my number is 415-356-9833
lighthecandle96: i g2g sorry!
lighthecandle96: bye
lighthecandle96 direct connection is closed.
dont have one83: I wont call
dont have one83: I hate phones, sorry
lighthecandle96: but im wonderful on the phone!
dont have one83: I'll keep the number though, just in case I have a whim to find you
dont have one83: Not your fault, I just dont like phones
lighthecandle96: ok well im off... please call me!
dont have one83: Yea, ok |
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[Jul. 18th, 2005|10:26 pm] |
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[Jul. 13th, 2005|11:29 pm] |
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So yea....I broke it off with Cho...feel like a jerk, but it just seemed to me that it had to be done. If you want to know why, ask me, if you're important, you should have my IM/e-mail. Ummm....other than that, not much has happened, started up some D&D with Cassy's dad, thats pretty damn fun...Got a kitten...I want to call her Rum. I like the idea of calling a spaz-oid cat Rum. It just tickles my fancy. Wow....I had a gay moment. Oh well. Um...yea....so....life's been ok...and stuff....hey, a butterfly... |
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| W00t! |
[Jun. 29th, 2005|02:32 am] |
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So yea...um, Im going to be in Anaheim for a few days, most likely Thursday - Saturday, Im going down for Anime Expo, it should be a blast. After that, Its off to the lake for me, Bass lake, that is. Our family has a house up there, and we're going up for the holiday. So...that means at the soonest, I'll be back next week, on Thursday, at the latest, next week, on Saturday. Yep....and this time, Im bringing a phone charger with me, yes sir. So yea, I wont be able to talk to a bazillion people for a while, and I just thought Id let you know why Im going to be gone for a week +. Yep....bout it.
Love and peace,
Dan |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 27th, 2005|01:04 pm] |
Your Seduction Style: The Natural |
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. |
heh...its for true. |
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[Jun. 25th, 2005|07:15 pm] |
[] I think I'm really attractive.
[x] I prefer winter over summer.
[x ] I am a geek.
[ ] I am a shopaholic.
[x] I am reasonably intelligent.
[x] I am attracted to girls.
[x] I am attracted to boys.
[ ] I like British accents.
[ ] I smoke regularly.
[ ] I smoke socially.
[ ] I drink socially.
[ ] I drink regularly.
[ ] I get drunk easily.
[ ] I do "drug(s)".
[ ] I've done "drugs"
[ ] I will never date a bad kisser.
[ ] I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
[ ] I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
[a wee bit...] I am religious.
[x] I am not religious but have morals.
[] I lie frequently.
[x] I am impulsive.
[x] I am hardworking.
[] I loved Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
[ ] She's All That is one of my favourite movies.
[x] I am good at History.
[ ] I speak more than two languages.
[x] I enjoy taking pictures.
[] I like spending money on myself.
[x] I like spending money on others.
[ ] I have a regular income.
[ ] I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
[ ] I pay my own bills.
[x] I rely on my parents for money.
[x] I can cook.
[] I enjoy cleaning.
[ ] Tidiness is a must in my life.
[x ] I like clutter.
[ ] My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
[ ] I am fashion-conscious.
[ ] I have good taste.
[ ] People tell me I have good taste.
[x] I am told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
[ ] I am good at sports.
[x] I am good at certain sports.
[ ] I couldn't do sports to save my life.
[x] I am creative.
[] I am extremely artistically inclined.
[ ] I want to be an artist when I grow up.
[ ] I want to be an engineer when I grow up.
[ ] I eat when I'm upset.
[ ] I cannot adapt to change.
[] I am interested in politics.
[x] I have shoplifted.
[x] I download MP3s.
[x] I have done underage drinking. I was eight....
[ ] I have gone underage clubbing.
[ ] I can dance reasonably well.
[ ] I can dance extremely well.
[x] I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
[] I can sing.
[x] I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
[x] I can swim.
[ ] I enjoy surveys.
[x] I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
[x] I keep a journal.
[x] My teachers don't like me.
[x] I enjoy controversy.
[x] I can be a bitch/bastard.
[ ] I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
[ ] I have tattoos.
[ ] I've been in a nudist colony
[ ] I'm not sure if I want to have children.
[x] I'm not sure if I'll get married.
[ ] I know who I will marry.
[x] Someone has a crush on me.
[x] I am interesting.
[x] I am a good liar.
[x] People enjoy talking to me.
[x] I annoy people from time to time. (i dunno if i do)
[x ] I am a born leader.
[ ] I am a born leader but shouldn't lead.
[] I've snuck out of the house.
[ ] I enjoy felching... *has learned the OTHER meaning* ugh, EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
[ ] I have a foot fetish.
[ ] I have a shoe fetish.
[ ] I watch Sex And The City.
[x] I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
[ ] I want to be J Lo.
[ ] I cut myself.
[x ] I have cut myself.
[x] I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
[x ] I hate popular people.
[ ] I think cheerleading is a sport.
[] I am photogenic.
[ ] I live in Chucks.
[x] I think graffiti is art.
[ ] I have dated a criminal.
[ ]I have been cheated on.
[ ] I have cheated on someone.
[] I have a temper.
[x] I like playgrounds.
[x] I dance in the rain
[] I am obsessed with Shakespeare.
[x] I have tanlines.
[ ] My favourite color is pink.
[ ] My favourite color is black.
[ ] I would classify myself as emo.
[ ] I am musically inclined.
[x] I like listening to music.
[] I like music-blasting cars.
[] Thongs are comfortable.
[] I like flip-flops.
[x] I know what monogamy is...
[ x] ... and I believe in it.
[ ] I want to be a social worker when I grow up.
[x] I have sibling[s].
[x] My siblings annoy me
[x] I think South Park is funny.
[x] I prefer Google
[x] I can sit Indian Style
[x] I own a cat
[x] I plan on owning more.
[x] I read a lot.
[] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've let someone cheat off of me on a test
Have you ever...
[x] been drunk
[ ] smoked pot.
[] kissed someone.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] broken a bone
[x] got hit by a car.
[] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] gone in a mosh pit.
[ ] stolen something from your school. Pff, naw, I ask teachers if I can take stuff.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[] cheated on a bf/gf
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had your tonsils out.
[ ] had a car
[ ] totalled a car
DO YOU ...
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[] think you're attractive.
[] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music
[] listen to underground hip hop
[] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[] listen to country.
[] listen to reggae.
[x] listen to techno.
[x] have hobbies
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades (usually)
[ ] play an instrument.
[x ] have slippers
[ x] wear boxers
[] wear black eyeliner.
[x ] like the color blue.
[x ] like the color pink.
[x] sometimes ] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager
ARE YOU ...
[ ] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[x] okay.
[ ] Handsome.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[] bilingual.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[x] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[x ] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[] short.
[x] tall.
[] realistic. (HELL no)
[] sick.
[] mad.
[x] lazy.
[] single
[x ] taken.
[] looking.
[x ] not looking.
[x ] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[] scared to die
[ ] horny.
[x] tired.
[] sleepy
[] annoyed. (always)
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[x ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[x] a virgin |
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| PIRATES! |
[Jun. 25th, 2005|03:21 pm] |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2005|10:49 pm] |
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| From Cassy, and my Cho |
[Jun. 23rd, 2005|10:47 pm] |
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I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions. Anything you want. Then go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. |
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| Batman...yea. |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|01:32 pm] |
Well....I decided to post why I like batman so much, and why he's the awesome sauce. Oh yea.
Batman. Yea, I know it sounds stupid...but see, Batman, man, he's the ONLY person on the Justice League that doesn't have super powers, he just has his wits, and his mind. And gadgets and whatever muscle he puts on, but man, he has to WORK for his powers. Well....not really powers, physical ability's. Yea. But see, the other things is, ANYONE could be batman. You could never be superman, see, kuz he's from Krypton, and you could never be from there. But man, being Batman is possible. Just....have a tramatic past, be rich, get lots of martial arts training, and develop a desire for justice in a corrupt city, and bam, you can be Batman. Hell yes.
Yea....thats about it. |
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| You know... |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|01:31 pm] |
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I've herd this many times, and I think its true, so Im going to post it.
6/14/2005 11:03:00 AM
Think about this... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
1. At least 2 people in this world LOVE you so much they would DiE for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A SMiLE from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special & unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you BELIEVE in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. FORGET about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. |
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